This is why I am blogging today:
I will NOT despair, but... I can't FIND anything. This chaos is messing with my head, as if the fog outside is filtering through my eyeballs into my brain. Sigh.
There is only one thing to do, and that is to put on some music -- Seal, perhaps? -- and start putting things AWAY.
I really REALLY wish I could work "tidy" instead of flinging out piles of stuff, but it just isn't any FUN that way!